BrookeEsther🌻

just found out my finance has been hiding the fact that she’s been talking to the ONE person i asked her not to. i knew something was off. idk what to think. i don’t want to bring it up until i actively see her name in her notifications. she’s had a snap streak with her for 19 days. idk what to do. i have to play nice until she confesses or i catch her. i don’t understand. i’ve done what she asked but she can’t return the favor. if the roles were reversed, she’d be livid. i’m not a fucking pushover. you fucked up babe and idk what this means for us.

2/5/23

this girl needs to stay in her own damn lane and stop liking my girl’s posts. i see you. i see what your doing. back the fuck off and go cry about your bf to someone else😒

Always falling back into the same old patterns.

So much for making it to 2 months.. oops🤷🏼‍♀️

9/18/19

You ever have so much anxiety and paranoia that you want everything to just stop because that’s where I am right now.

I feel like you’re hiding something

Is this really what I want?

“If they don’t put in the same amount of effort as you do, they’re not worth it.”

-says the one putting in the least amount of effort.

Sometimes I wonder why I even bother trying. Maybe I just like the emotional and mental abuse. Or maybe I’m just too scared to let go.

2:06am 8/29/19

I’ve known for a while that you are the one I’m supposed to be with. That’s the reason I left. But I still love who you are and even though it’s only been a few days, I miss having you in my life. I hope that some day we can be friends. Until then.. I hope you have an amazing life. I know you’ll do great things.

4/18/2019

Why did you have to come back into my life? I was doing just fine without you